go ahead

keep talking. your just something i dont need to worry about. 'nuff said


been M.I.A recently. ive been depressed and everything but im trying my hardest to keep my head up. i know my grampa wouldnt wanna see me like this so ill keep my head up high.

earlier in the week at one of the prayers, vivian came by with eunice and dropped off some cupcakes. thanks!
the mountains look gorgeous. i gotta hit it up soon!
yesterday i went to "haru haru" with some nigga. bomb sushi. mhm missed her man.
after prayer, went to buck sesh then off to shooters and hit 486! dang. 14 more for that 500 club ahah. dropped by 24 and saw some nice girls ;] then on my home freaking alomost rear ended someone. no more texting while on the phone. too close man.
today; bowling? sunday; toonsquadvsD-string10am come supportatnogales!
monday; k1 racing?!
click picture to enlarge, service and viewing for papa



rest.in.PEACE

i miss you

foreal i do gramps, ive never been this emotional. you never know how much you love someone until there gone. i finally know how that feels. i know i shouldnt be this depressed but im not gonna be "j.bo$$" for a while.


i really hope you R.I.P


josh

gramps.

523 am
i dont know how much more i can stress about this. get better. your chances are slim but make it out. im sorry for not being the right grandson. im sorry for not taking you out when i shouldve. i took you for granted. you were like my dad when i needed you. you're going to make it, god help.



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update 952 am
so it came to the point where its the worst case scenario. he passed away. he had another cardiac arrest which disabled him from going on with life any longer. he's in a better place now. recently, i havent been the grandson i shouldnt be and i hope your up there listening to what i said to your body. i reminisced all the moments i had with you pa and saw that you loved me unconditionally. now you can breathe without an inhaler. have fun in heaven. love you pa..


R.I.P ANTONIO CAMBE.

new look?

legit. this weekend was more of a drama family type weekend. actually pretty wack. started off with a fight with my dad but then that got fixed. we tight now so hopefully i dont slip anymore. i've been pretty much M.I.A with FFF but overall i had a chill time. 

Friday: lost to rowland. grounded. couldnt go out. sorry viv. 

Saturday: still grounded, in the morning. aha sisters and dad leave so im home alone. so i just relax to myself. then after decided to work out at 24. aha thats what i thought. met up with some dude to buy my UNDFTD's finalllly. after go to marvins and watch marv beat gfrey. after the match, godfrey decides to take us to this basketball arcade in yes plaza. preeeeetyy dope. highest score was 352. gonna get that 400 and get up on that board ahaha. 

Sunday: game time. still havent scored. sheesh. atleast im regulating on the courts. gotta control that tempo and need to start scoring. -_- we lost again.. 0-2. pretty suprised on how many of our homies came out to watch the game. kevgs halfcourt buzza beat aha. after pres and bryce go to my crib and play 2k9. 3-0 wssuh. lol chrisBOSH and J.KAP. dad talks to me and shows that he got me a 37 inch LCD. cleaned up my room and rearranged. room is chill now.

Monday: went to school. then after got a text from my dad saying that i can get a 42 inch for only 50 bucks more. he needed help so he excused me out of 4th period. ahaha. went home, then we leave to bestbuy and then to costco. samples. then to pho. i was stuffed. then after picked up a EXIT sign. ahahha shits freaking hard to put up. waste of money. went home and set up my new tv. shit is legit. got a new DVD player and set up posters and pictures. i need more posters of basketball and ish. next monday "nigger" 0_0 went to mega video and picked up just for kicks. watching it as i blog. legittttt.

peace blogspot.

boss

you know

sometimes, i see you as someone i look up to and then most of the time i see you as a drunk, immature asswhole. you take everything i say up your ass and let it affect your daily life and how your attitude is toward me. you took it as the total opposite of what i meant, but whatever i should be fucking used to it right? you ruined my day, my week, fuck you. ill get over this shit some day but foreal, you need to grow the fuck up.



anyway, today was wack. rain rain and more rain. rally was pretty tight. sat in front of that cheerleada ;] aha. hollllla. then let tish and lyss borrow my coach umbrella. im a nice fella. game vs rowland, we lost again. shot an airball . eff man. im gonna run tomorrow. rain or shine. come home hoping to go to marvins then end up denied. bad day -_-


boss

thanks

for opening up how i look in other peoples eyes. thanks for making me realize that i did fuck up. thanks for letting me know that i gotta be careful especially when it comes to girls. thanks for making realize, whats past is past and just to let go cause thats what people have to do sometimes, get past it and fuck everything else. i realized im not who i planned myself to be. i fucked up big time dogg. i understand you dont wanna be my homie anymore but if thats how it gotta be then thats how it is. this situation is done .




thanks row...

today

was whatevvvvva. school was a blur i guess. 7th and basketball was wack. i played like crap unlike yesterday ! my shot was going in but not consistently, dang. after headed to marvins and swooped and up and got some fish tacos. hit the spot. dropped marvin off then headed home. played rene 2 games and swept him. wsup nigga. ahahha after went to seafood then dropped off rene. now im stuck, braindead trying to do this bio poem for daisy buchanon



sucks how im thought of a "shit talker" when i havent said anythang. believe it i guess. im done with the situation. its past, lets get past it. i am. fsho!


joshBOSH ahaha.

wait what

im not talking shit ahah. ive deleted you from my life. why would i say shit? im done with that. i accepted i fucked up. its a done deal but why would i keep creating shit ? i havent said nothing. you know how word travels. i dont have any words for ya. dont listen to whats going around cause no doubt about it, it aint true.


peacEAZY

break it down

damn, this weekend is fucking tight. best weekend of this year. drama free but exhausting.


Friday- it was basically FFF and vivian. tight night. i had a game but it dont matter cause i didnt play much. fuck that jv team. anyway after, i went home and i got a text from my sis telling me not to go out cause we're having a steak dinner but knowing me im slick. that dinner was bomb forsure. then after rene picked me up and headed to marvins and freaking got whooped on 2k9 by marvin. EFF, this whole weekend was a horrible 2k9 for josh. darnit. then after we squished to dannys and kicked it. it was tight actually. watching marvin get fucked up. ahah pong looks dope. too bad i aint down to drink though. whatevs! after that just headed up at like 12.

Saturday- wasnt planned as expected. i was suppose to pick kevin and gfrey to go stussy sale at calpoly but that didnt happen cause kevs gay ass, but it came out for the better. godfrey came up with the idea to go to mt high. i looked at my board and i was like dude lets go. so i headed to godfreys at like 1. saw the toonsquad jerseys. they are legit. then headed to mt high but stoppped at vg to eat at johnny rockets. onionrings fries and chili cheese dogg, pretty satisfying. then headed to mt high. shit was packed but then it cleared out. my first run was tight. i didnt eat it at all. i can tell im getting better but i gotta get get that toe shit down. overall it was 100x better then my first trip! then went to ez burger and that shit was suprisingly bomb. aha headed home and then got whooped in 2k9 by godfrey -_-

Sunday- woke up soar :/ my arms and legs. game at 10. toonsquad and team elite. waited for pres at home then headed to get some breakfast. got a chocolate doughnut. got to the game and watched jourdans game. then our game. my arms were so soar, couldnt even shoot. no excuses though. we freaking lost -_- after the game headed to ito atin. aha fob but i was feeling it. headed home and then kicked it and played 2k9. beat gfrey and pres! yee. ahah now im at home cause my body fucking hurts. i should be at torias. but ahah whateva! now im watching the souporbowl while some faggnut is on the phone. ahah

boss