Since

I got no one else to vent to, might as well be this. Lemme start it from her :

No I didn't say those things to make you feel guilty. I had no intention for it to end up this way. I just feel as if I'm being let down, constantly. Maybe its not all by you but also from everyone. Maybe I'm just going crazy. What else hurts, " well this isn't going anywhere" aright not only the fact that we can't chill but it makes it seem like your giving up on me. Yeah I agree this is stupid to fuss about but the damage is done. Time will heal it. Maybe I can wake up tomorrow forgetting about the situation and calling you and laughing about it all. Maybe I can wake up bitter and depressed , forgetting the siopao I gotta bring and the tie that needs to be tied. Nevertheless, hope you do have a good night


Note to self : bring siopao and the tie that needs the be tied.

Goodnight.