you got

me cheeeesin'. next step, meet your grandparents.... hehe



LOVE, jboss




p.s you got an ARM ;]

when i said

cry me a river, i didnt mean for you to actually do it. maybe its a sign about how much you really want this and some type of reality check for me to wake the fuck up. i dont know why im so negative and that's always been OUR problem. its me ALWAYS causing the problem and i dont know how much i can stress the fact that im sorry. it's tough to change when ive been this way for about 3 years. but seriously im really trying. i dont want you to ggo through shit you shouldnt be going through . i gotta admit i didnt know if you were kidding or not but it hurt. im sorry you had to go though that. it was not my purpose for that to happen. stay in there with me, everythings gonna be alright <3

HAAAYE

jasmine yip got me as much as i dont wanna admit it.
hooked-avant




thanks again for making me feel like this

love,
josh

maaaaan

Caan life geeeeet any better? You got me hooooked like phonics! :D

19

Best feeeeling in a long time. What's even better is that we're about to hit a month. I know its the not the most perfect but I gotta admit I did try. I'm thankful that you have the patience wth the bs I end up giving you. I have a lot to work on, yes I know but it would be great to have you there helping me by my side



Thanks yip :D

Outro..

Since

I got no one else to vent to, might as well be this. Lemme start it from her :

No I didn't say those things to make you feel guilty. I had no intention for it to end up this way. I just feel as if I'm being let down, constantly. Maybe its not all by you but also from everyone. Maybe I'm just going crazy. What else hurts, " well this isn't going anywhere" aright not only the fact that we can't chill but it makes it seem like your giving up on me. Yeah I agree this is stupid to fuss about but the damage is done. Time will heal it. Maybe I can wake up tomorrow forgetting about the situation and calling you and laughing about it all. Maybe I can wake up bitter and depressed , forgetting the siopao I gotta bring and the tie that needs to be tied. Nevertheless, hope you do have a good night


Note to self : bring siopao and the tie that needs the be tied.

Goodnight.

Prep-ied up

Countdown to interview : 25 minutes
Just did CPR on a dummy in medcore class. Butterflies aint moving around like I'd expect tthem to be. I'm ready to pwn this interview.

Parents aren't doing so good. I have no word in there relationship now, if you guys gotta do what you gontta do, then do it. Don't be all talk. Just think carefully about the decision your making.

& you, I need to know if your uncomfortable. I don't wanna go to that homecoming if your iffy about it. You can trust me I hope. Other than that, yous still my only! :)

Outro.